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And apparently I've done it again...Because I'm feeling crap and don't want to go outside I'm being yelled at for not jumping up and down and demanding to be taken food shopping...Yes we should have gone to Spellbound before the weekend, yes we should have called through there on Saturday but I thought (foolishly) that we might actually get a reasonable amount of plot done and wanted to get there early. Now though me feeling like shit doesn't matter, nor does me not liking going outside and being around people when the slightest provocation makes me tear up; I'm still supposed to go shopping on a moments notice.
Ok so I haven't been jumping up and down with joy but since he's been in the other room playing games (until he saw fit to come and grump at me for 5 minutes before telling me what I'd done wrong) I kind of assumed that things weren't uber urgent. No he'd far rather I was ready to go before he had to move. Now when I want to go out and he's being slow/not wanting to, I get ready and jump up and down on him every five minutes, or I go on my own...Come on, how many times did I walk to work on my own in Leciester, then occasionally eat lunch on my own and walk home on my own, only to be dragged out somewhere later because he didn't want to go alone. I don't think I'm being unreasonable, I was prepared to go earlier and since I got dragged out frequently last time I had a cold because "the fresh air will make you feel better"....No. War, fresh air makes you feel better, rain, snow and gale force winds just exacerbate the situation!
Is all this so hard to grasp? Is it such a long walk to Asda alone? (well Ok it is but it wouldn't be the first time I've walked into town alone 'cos he didn't want to leave the house.) Am I really being that crazy and unreasonable?
Oh but of course, I forgot. I won't talk about what's wrong therefore a) it's all his fault and he gets to be snappy with me because I won't tell him what he's done or b) there's actually nothing wrong. You wouldn't believe he knows this situation from the inside as well the way he deals with it. And people wonder why I won't talk because I'm afraid of making their problems worse...Trust me, it's not worth it.

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Well, I've finally done it, made the move from GW to Writer's Dock...Well, by saying that I've shifted all my fic into my journal space over there, not actually published anything on the R&R section. It's kinda good to see so many faces, well, tags at least, from GW although it does bring home just what the BBC have screwed up. In some ways WD is a better laid out site than GW, in some ways worse, I guess you can't have it all but I will miss the "My Space" layout and having a journal on there as well...putting everything in journal format seems a little bizarre. Then again I suppose you put EVERYTHING in there and just move stories onto the RR section.

I'll get used to it, just seems a little disloyal moving before the bitter end, like admitting they've actually won... NO they haven't won unless all of us give up and stop writing so this is taking just one more bit of their victory away from them. I just hope that in the future the great and mighty Liz Cleaver (or her bosses anyway) take a jaunt over to WD and see all the talent that they could have claimed discovery on...