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triple_flameHmmmm *has memories from UKM*....*giggles*
Well it can't hurt to go play just this once, it would be good to see some of them again, not so good to see others but the ones I'm not sure I want to see are mostly scared of me so that's ok. *grins some more* Hmm, I'd forgotten how much fun it was contemplating how to break other players, they've brought out my evil streak again isn't that fun of them?! They just seem to wake up the vicious, manipulative bitch in me, not much really...
Now considering that I don't think they'd let me within a million miles of Alana's character sheet again never mind her lammies (sorry, item cards) I may just have to reincarnate everyone's favourite bouncy gunbunny Brujah...*grins some more* Well Pye will remember her if he still plays, she spent half an hour trying to beat him to death with her 9mm while he was hanging on to her and trying to talk her out of frenzy, you don't tend to forget that kind of thing in a hurry! It would be good to see Giles again as well, again if he still plays...I'm fairly sure he hasn't forgotten her either given that Xavier spent sooooo much of his time trying to get her into a "partnership", sorry, date...*fond memories of UKSabbat*. Then of course there's the fact that Mike has seen me play psycho bitch, to a certain extent seen me play quiet, demure and ladylike - I suppose you could just about class Ili in that one somewhere - but I haven't done insanely bouncy in a while...something wrong there methinks.
*Sighs*...which brings me right back to the fact that I'm guessing he checked his mail today and there was no response to a certain letter, goddess tell me I haven't screwed things up! Chill girl, you're panicking and being mad and stressy and you don't need to, if you had you'd know by now...damn hormones! Full moon doesn't help either - my temper may have improved but it still affects me I'm pleased to say...Yes I do mean pleased, means that I still have that connection, I think I'd be more upset lose that than I would be happy to be rid of the problems it can cause...who needs fur?! *Meow*
So I am NOT going to rant about stress, nor am I going to phone him 'cos I'll be on there for hours...although given the fact that he always seems to end up calling me when I'm here anyway...and now you're obsessing again, I've told you before Stop It!
I've decided (changing the subject) that I'm going to write a script...yes I know it's not that easy and I hate writing script because I can't go off on long rambles about the general prettiness of my characters (Mmmmmm Myst - yes I have a thing for him as well honey it's not just you!) but having seen the standard of the Hawes panto this year and had Liz (No not any Liz that anyone reading this knows unless my mother has gotten hold of the address) suggest it I'm actually considering giving it a shot. Knowing me it won't wind up as a panto, I'm not great at intentional/written comedy, but you never know until you try and it's an interesting challenge...Current thoughts are on a version of Cinderella, I think it has something to do with my general obsession with all things fae and a film that was on before I came home, "Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister", it gives a really interesting slant on the whole thing and there are no real bad guys, plus it had Stockard Channing in it (Rizzo from Grease) so it was worth watching anyway. Then there's the exercise on BBCi that suggests rewriting a well known faerie tale....ah hell I've just been looking for an excuse! It will wind up being very high on the fantasy and I'm thinking that writing it as a normal story then adapting it might be the best way of doing things - see, some of my modules will come in useful - maybe I should do a creative writing course as well as that english A level next year...I wonder whether I could cope with doing 3 again, don't see why not, it's not like it's all that much different from Uni and I survived it the last time!
Another massive subject change to a general bitch...have sore throat, sore and swollen glands and feel generally pooh, I will NOT start the new year with a dose of tonsilitis, it's not fair! There, done now.
Flute book is good, it has nice demo tracks then the backing tracks on the CD so I can actually figure out if I'm sounding anything like I should, this may be the start of me getting somewhere with it again. I also managed to find some nice free download sites for sheet music so you never know I may have something to take to Maelstrom with me, it just seems to fit that Jenet should have a flute with her when everyone is sitting round the fire...would be even nicer if I could actually learn a couple of them...It seems that someone had a few too many sherries before he got to our place though, the dozy old git had left us a second load of presents this afternoon (hangover must have been a bitch) courtesy of Liz and Peter and one that my parents had forgotten about for me...how the hell do you forget about a present?! I understand the keeping it somewhere safe and losing it but forgetting?! Anyway, was worth the wait, pretty amethyst and silver necklace, Kit Heath and I'm guessing from the Rock and Gem shop....which reminds me, why did Deal have to wait until I'd moved away to get a bloody pagan type shop?! Oooh and I migh MIGHT have a possiblility of helping out at Spellbound in the new year which would be very funky!
Dammit I want my flute! Want to practice all the funky new stuff I have! I did mean to bring it home with me, just got a little side tracked by random chaos as per usual. Paul, the neighbours and the cats will probably get very sick of the constant practice very quickly but I figure if all else fails I can go down the garden or go to Jackie's and see about compeating with Kira (I think that's how they've spelt it anyway)...
*trails off into random silence* I think these germs are getting to me, I'm going to say good night for now, check a few more things out and go get something hot to drink...hot chocolate with Baileys...mmmmm!
*pixie dust and snow*
Well it can't hurt to go play just this once, it would be good to see some of them again, not so good to see others but the ones I'm not sure I want to see are mostly scared of me so that's ok. *grins some more* Hmm, I'd forgotten how much fun it was contemplating how to break other players, they've brought out my evil streak again isn't that fun of them?! They just seem to wake up the vicious, manipulative bitch in me, not much really...
Now considering that I don't think they'd let me within a million miles of Alana's character sheet again never mind her lammies (sorry, item cards) I may just have to reincarnate everyone's favourite bouncy gunbunny Brujah...*grins some more* Well Pye will remember her if he still plays, she spent half an hour trying to beat him to death with her 9mm while he was hanging on to her and trying to talk her out of frenzy, you don't tend to forget that kind of thing in a hurry! It would be good to see Giles again as well, again if he still plays...I'm fairly sure he hasn't forgotten her either given that Xavier spent sooooo much of his time trying to get her into a "partnership", sorry, date...*fond memories of UKSabbat*. Then of course there's the fact that Mike has seen me play psycho bitch, to a certain extent seen me play quiet, demure and ladylike - I suppose you could just about class Ili in that one somewhere - but I haven't done insanely bouncy in a while...something wrong there methinks.
*Sighs*...which brings me right back to the fact that I'm guessing he checked his mail today and there was no response to a certain letter, goddess tell me I haven't screwed things up! Chill girl, you're panicking and being mad and stressy and you don't need to, if you had you'd know by now...damn hormones! Full moon doesn't help either - my temper may have improved but it still affects me I'm pleased to say...Yes I do mean pleased, means that I still have that connection, I think I'd be more upset lose that than I would be happy to be rid of the problems it can cause...who needs fur?! *Meow*
So I am NOT going to rant about stress, nor am I going to phone him 'cos I'll be on there for hours...although given the fact that he always seems to end up calling me when I'm here anyway...and now you're obsessing again, I've told you before Stop It!
I've decided (changing the subject) that I'm going to write a script...yes I know it's not that easy and I hate writing script because I can't go off on long rambles about the general prettiness of my characters (Mmmmmm Myst - yes I have a thing for him as well honey it's not just you!) but having seen the standard of the Hawes panto this year and had Liz (No not any Liz that anyone reading this knows unless my mother has gotten hold of the address) suggest it I'm actually considering giving it a shot. Knowing me it won't wind up as a panto, I'm not great at intentional/written comedy, but you never know until you try and it's an interesting challenge...Current thoughts are on a version of Cinderella, I think it has something to do with my general obsession with all things fae and a film that was on before I came home, "Confessions of an Ugly Stepsister", it gives a really interesting slant on the whole thing and there are no real bad guys, plus it had Stockard Channing in it (Rizzo from Grease) so it was worth watching anyway. Then there's the exercise on BBCi that suggests rewriting a well known faerie tale....ah hell I've just been looking for an excuse! It will wind up being very high on the fantasy and I'm thinking that writing it as a normal story then adapting it might be the best way of doing things - see, some of my modules will come in useful - maybe I should do a creative writing course as well as that english A level next year...I wonder whether I could cope with doing 3 again, don't see why not, it's not like it's all that much different from Uni and I survived it the last time!
Another massive subject change to a general bitch...have sore throat, sore and swollen glands and feel generally pooh, I will NOT start the new year with a dose of tonsilitis, it's not fair! There, done now.
Flute book is good, it has nice demo tracks then the backing tracks on the CD so I can actually figure out if I'm sounding anything like I should, this may be the start of me getting somewhere with it again. I also managed to find some nice free download sites for sheet music so you never know I may have something to take to Maelstrom with me, it just seems to fit that Jenet should have a flute with her when everyone is sitting round the fire...would be even nicer if I could actually learn a couple of them...It seems that someone had a few too many sherries before he got to our place though, the dozy old git had left us a second load of presents this afternoon (hangover must have been a bitch) courtesy of Liz and Peter and one that my parents had forgotten about for me...how the hell do you forget about a present?! I understand the keeping it somewhere safe and losing it but forgetting?! Anyway, was worth the wait, pretty amethyst and silver necklace, Kit Heath and I'm guessing from the Rock and Gem shop....which reminds me, why did Deal have to wait until I'd moved away to get a bloody pagan type shop?! Oooh and I migh MIGHT have a possiblility of helping out at Spellbound in the new year which would be very funky!
Dammit I want my flute! Want to practice all the funky new stuff I have! I did mean to bring it home with me, just got a little side tracked by random chaos as per usual. Paul, the neighbours and the cats will probably get very sick of the constant practice very quickly but I figure if all else fails I can go down the garden or go to Jackie's and see about compeating with Kira (I think that's how they've spelt it anyway)...
*trails off into random silence* I think these germs are getting to me, I'm going to say good night for now, check a few more things out and go get something hot to drink...hot chocolate with Baileys...mmmmm!
*pixie dust and snow*
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*kisses and pixie dust*
Date: 2004-12-29 08:03 pm (UTC)Re: *kisses and pixie dust*
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