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[triple_flame]

Well the weekend was wonderful, I'm not going to go into much frothing now, I may well do in the near future but right now I'm just not in the mood. To be perfectly honest I'm a little tired of being ignored by certain people, it has had the beneficial effect of sorting my head out once and for all though. This is a good thing.

My brain is being utterly crazy right now as some of my dreams will attest. I've possibly been reading too much vamp fic....either that or sex is just far too prominent in my mind! My brain seems to be going through the same randomness that made me start keeping a copy of "The Vampire Lestat" complete with pretty velvet and embroidered bookmark, next to the bed when I first read it. This is not a good thing...Well Ok the dreams are fun but the obsessing isn't! I do have a theory as to the cause though, I've spent rather a lot of time just lately chatting to someone I met on FaceWhore before it became Profile Nation...Karen is very very pretty (and an exception to my general unimpressedness with blondes) and very very dodgy, yet another person I have a thing for who likes blood. Now my initial reaction was ick squeamishness as certain people will remember is generally my initial reaction to blood, then the vamp/sub part of my mind kicked in and reminded me that the main reason I didn't just lay back and enjoy was the area that was bleeding and the panic over it being other things.

I'm rambling, I know I am, never mind, I'm pretty sure that the people involved and the ones I want to understand will work out what the hell I'm talking about!

Of course it would make my life a lot easier if I could just explain all this to the person most likely to jump on me and ravish me at the moment but anyone who understands the last part of this should know us well enough to imagine the reaction I'd get....Of course there is always a certain demon but....Oh I don't know, sometimes my random desires confuse even me!

Fantasy worlds are just so much easier to deal with in some ways; someone irritates you, you smite them, outside is cold and icky, you go hide in Tallards for a while, the biggest scariest things out there are the Wasp and there are plenty of people around you to deal with them...No, I am happy and still frothing over a fantastic event, I will not start thinking and make myself mope because Maelstrom isn't the real world! Dammit, why do I have to get after-show depression from roleplay events!!! Maybe it's a hint that I'm really not doing enough drama...Never mind, hopefully we'll get to audition for one of the pantos and it will all sort out again.

Ah well, since I'm rambling again I'll be off

*pixie dust*

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[simara.livejournal.com]

blood can be a good thing, trust me:) Hope you had a good weekend, you certainly seemed to be enjoying yourself whenever I saw you. Was great to finally meet properly IC and actually find genuine reasons to hang out lots:)