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Apr. 15th, 2005 06:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
triple_flameWell after the melodramatic rantings of yesterday I'm actually feeling better today than I have in a while. For one he's finally realised that something is wrong and is being all fluffy and caring. He still has no clue (as far as I know) what is wrong and for now I think I'm going to leave it that way. Sure if I tell him we can sort things out and it might be longer before it happens again, but what is more likely is that we'll have a row about it and undo all my bouncyness from today.
Bouncyness arises from nicer less selfish muppetts, too much chocolate yesterday and shopping for nice things...Oh and random flirtations from a Bill...part of me finds it incredibly strange that I now flirt far more with him than I do with Jackie...I suppose it's a good thing, strange but good.
Prettiness, shimmery make-up goodness, new cleanser 'cos my skin is a wreck and pretty smelling coconut body lotion. I have this thing about coconut at the moment, not sure why...I think it's 'cos the top I got given smelled of it and I'd forgotten how pretty it was. Besides, coconut is a good smell and all summery.
Pub tomorrow will be good, as will massage stuff up at Lev's, nice relaxing day followed by a fun evening with a few drinks. Am not going uber goth, am going pixie goth, there is a difference, pixie is far cuter and less likely to turn pretentious! Black and purple and new shimmery make-up...it's been a while since I've been this excited about a simple drink at the pub...hell it's been a while since I've been for a drink with people!
Ooooh, and holiday on a cabin cruiser in June...do I mean June? Maelstrom is next month so...yes I do mean June because that means the next M is in July....3 days on the Norfolk Broads with Rob and J...It's sad but I almost feel like going home and reading all my Swallows and Amazons stuff first...I still have to make my parents drive down to Beckfoot next time I'm up there, it just has to be done!
*pixie dust*
Bouncyness arises from nicer less selfish muppetts, too much chocolate yesterday and shopping for nice things...Oh and random flirtations from a Bill...part of me finds it incredibly strange that I now flirt far more with him than I do with Jackie...I suppose it's a good thing, strange but good.
Prettiness, shimmery make-up goodness, new cleanser 'cos my skin is a wreck and pretty smelling coconut body lotion. I have this thing about coconut at the moment, not sure why...I think it's 'cos the top I got given smelled of it and I'd forgotten how pretty it was. Besides, coconut is a good smell and all summery.
Pub tomorrow will be good, as will massage stuff up at Lev's, nice relaxing day followed by a fun evening with a few drinks. Am not going uber goth, am going pixie goth, there is a difference, pixie is far cuter and less likely to turn pretentious! Black and purple and new shimmery make-up...it's been a while since I've been this excited about a simple drink at the pub...hell it's been a while since I've been for a drink with people!
Ooooh, and holiday on a cabin cruiser in June...do I mean June? Maelstrom is next month so...yes I do mean June because that means the next M is in July....3 days on the Norfolk Broads with Rob and J...It's sad but I almost feel like going home and reading all my Swallows and Amazons stuff first...I still have to make my parents drive down to Beckfoot next time I'm up there, it just has to be done!
*pixie dust*
