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Nov. 1st, 2004 10:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
triple_flameThis should be a "What actually happened Saturday night" entry but what the hell, I'm tired and not really in the mood for thinking.
I seem to have all this poetry buzzing around in my head but it's not telling me the right words to write it down *pouts*.
There's much random frustration and stuff that seems to be coming from nowhere but it could just as easily be Jackie or Sammy and something feels oppressive...I'm getting obsessive and it's not good, I know one sure way to deal with some of it but I'm not so sure it would be a good idea, there are so many people I need to talk to and so many things that I should do but I'm not sure where to start. I just seem to be rambling a lot and getting nowhere...
Maybe I should quit staring at this screen for tonight and talk to Rion, at least that will set my mind at rest about one part of all of this...of course I could talk to my cards as well but I need to be something resembling awake for that to be any use whatsoever.
Well that was interrupted by a parental phone call that made me realise just how tired I am...I suppose I should really have worked that one out from the fact that I spent all my time at Lev's asleep...I'm like that though, always have been, I have a bad habit of waiting until I'm falling over before I go to bed...well for sleep anyway.
*Small quantities of sleepy pixie dust*
I seem to have all this poetry buzzing around in my head but it's not telling me the right words to write it down *pouts*.
There's much random frustration and stuff that seems to be coming from nowhere but it could just as easily be Jackie or Sammy and something feels oppressive...I'm getting obsessive and it's not good, I know one sure way to deal with some of it but I'm not so sure it would be a good idea, there are so many people I need to talk to and so many things that I should do but I'm not sure where to start. I just seem to be rambling a lot and getting nowhere...
Maybe I should quit staring at this screen for tonight and talk to Rion, at least that will set my mind at rest about one part of all of this...of course I could talk to my cards as well but I need to be something resembling awake for that to be any use whatsoever.
Well that was interrupted by a parental phone call that made me realise just how tired I am...I suppose I should really have worked that one out from the fact that I spent all my time at Lev's asleep...I'm like that though, always have been, I have a bad habit of waiting until I'm falling over before I go to bed...well for sleep anyway.
*Small quantities of sleepy pixie dust*
